Wednesday, January 09, 2008
The decision is final, what can we do? Someone told me something on monday, "you dont really care if ODAC survive". Well you are terribly wrong. I do care if ODAC survive, but i dont want to put up an aimless fight. Fighting against the school? Is that even possible in such a system. I doubt that. The students' welfare? First priority? I doubt that too. But what can i do? What can we do? Nothing. We cant do anything to revive it.
Sometimes, i wonder, why would such a life changing CCA close down? I really wonder. Although i cant admit that i love my CCA till the end of the world, i must admit i really did enjoy it with the many great people in there.
When i entered ODAC, i was a really weak person, 0 pull ups, 2.4km run must stop like a million times. Today, i cant say that i am fit, but at least i am better. I can do more pull ups(though still very little), i can run without stopping. Maybe to some people out there, you must be laughing, what kinda shit improvement is this. Or like i should already be able to complete such simple task. Well, i dont really care of what people think. Rather i am thankful that ODAC pushed me bit by bit and not push to Explosion. The pushing got harder each time, and i guess i improve a little more each time. I am really thankful.
I never thought i would be able to do pull ups, to ran 10km on mizuno wave run, or to even think of completing the half marathon(which i did!! =)...!!). I never would have done such things if i have not join ODAC, if the confidence ODAC give me wasnt present. ODAC have changed me so much more. I want to thank you for that!
If closing down ODAC was a wise choice, then that person must be really wise. ODAC is not just any other CCA. We dont train and train, over and over. We do planning, although some are not involve in planning(like me...), we did experience different things. Other than the same thing we thing as training.
Maybe till this paragraph people might already stop reading. Its too long. Haha, all i want to say is that i made great friend with the people from ODAC.
There is this guy, no matter how much we say him or suan him, He will not be angry, well, most of the time, haha. It is so great to have a friend like you. Its not all just playing and stuff, rather it is encouragement to do the homework. This are what i call friends, doing homework is uncool, well, not doing is far worst(although i never do. haha, but im not a poser type of never do). I really want to do my work, but i just cant start. Ok, im digressing. Although sometimes, he is very mountain tortoise and blur. He's always a good friend.
There is another guy, on the road to recovery, although this few months never really talk much, i got the feeling that he will make a good friend. Or maybe im wrong. Haha. Hopefully i not shoot bird. Super soccer freak + Arsenal major fan. Sometimes talking about soccer is super boring. Even if im not talking. Listening to it makes me a stone. Haha. But he's still a friend not to be loss.
There is this girl, whole day talk, dont talk can die. JUST LIKE ME!! haha! What a great friend found. Haha, talk anything also can, but most of the time is talk about something and that thing is what people study in bio. Haha. So fun. I didnt know talking can be so enjoyable! Haha, you say i good at talking(positive connotation), it is after i know you than like that one! All your fault! Haha! ALL YOUR FAULT! But ultimately, it is fun spending time with such a talker(positive connotation)!
After ODAC, i changed, i met great people and i will never forget this.