Wanted to put a song on my blog, but too bad cant, wont go in detail. Anyway, ty wjc, only you help me upload, the rest like... lols. Thanks man, although at last still cant. Ty for the trouble anyway.
Today last ODAC training, yup. That means i can have my wednesday to myself. Im really gonna rest all the marlins. The times we have fun and train together, yup, i will never forget you guys and the memories. Except got one who went to do CIP. -.- lols.
Today i shall rest, for the long ahead is going to be tough, with all the bbq,IT fare, GSS and trainings. lols
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Wow. Finally got time to blog. Super stress yesterday. Studying like shit. I thought i would be easy, but dunno why things just cant get into my head. Studied from 4pm to 12.20am (with break and slacking in between) but things just dont seem right. I still cant do two major parts. And tomorrow(which is today) is like... I panic like a piece of shit. Waked up at around 4.30am to continue to study, till 5.45am. Went back to sleep for half an hour then go school. I still feel my heart weighed down by a rock that somewhat seem like a million tonnes. It has been a long time since i last felt this way. Even the O's i didnt feel like that. Terrible terrible. I promise myself never to torture myself like that again. I wont procrastinate no more. I hate that feeling when you dont know everything when you are supposed to know it all. Feels like crap. Trust me, you wont like it.
Haix, really like this song, i think its better than the original singer. Although he's good too. Hope you all know is who? Elton John. lols. Too bad archuleta didnt win. But i think surely got album de. From the comments of the judges on the finals, it seem to be what they have been looking for. Hopefully got album. lols.
Got to go study liao.
Friday, May 23, 2008
Finally have time to check the results, lols.(for american idol 7). Haix, David Cook won. I want Archuleta to win instead, like his voice better. But Cook is also damn bloody good. Sounds something like Daughtry. Hm. This time didnt really super support who, cause both damn good.
So, change my blog song to his song, to celebrate his victory? lols. I really like this song. Damn bloody nice. But then, i think most people in my class wont like it cause there lots of drumming and all. Haha. But thats the way i like it.
Hooked onto the song. Hope can buy from iTunes, but i doubt i can. Someone buy me the song please. lols.
Please listen, and DREAM BIG!
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Feeling super stress now! With all the SPA and a GP exam to interrupt it! Obvious placed more emphasis on SPA. Afterall, its the A's. Yar, GP would be secondary for now.
Sian, feeling the heat already. Wonder how i cope for my A's. hai. Life suck. Feel like just ending everything now, but i dont have the courage to. Maybe im just a coward. Too bad euthanasia is not allowed in Singapore, well, when its legal, i'll be the first.
Sick of this life. Just hope this is a passing shower.
Better in time
It's been the longest winter without you I didn't know where to turn to See somehow I can't forget you After all that we've been through
Going coming thought I heard a knock Who's there no one Thinking that I deserve it Now I realise that I really didn't know If you didn't notice you mean everything Quickly I'm learning to love again All I know is I'm gon' be ok
[Chorus:] Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll all get better in time And even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV Without something there to remind me Was it all that easy To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh Hurt my feelings but that's the path I believe in And I know that time will heal it If you didn't notice boy you meant everything Quickly I'm learning to love again All I know is I'm gon' be ok
[Chorus:] Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll all get better in time And even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me It's time I let you go So I can be free And live my life how it should be No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you Yes I will
[Chorus: X2] Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll all get better in time And even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
As expected, felt much better after going to school, but the work is killing me!! So much work! Im gonna die! Dunno why am i still blogging?!?!?
Anyway, today basketball super fun! Seems like i always in jh and gh team? They super pro, well at least compared to us. lols. and gh make me laugh like a freakshow today lar. DAMN cock leh you! full of shit. but i like it. lols. Today play till damn late. Stupid me. Got so much work still play! Im dying!
Anyway came across a picture today, might be good for hh. lols
Anyway quite happy you people like the blog skin. Didnt waste my effort.
Oh shit what am i doing, got to get back to work! lols! bye guys.
Monday, May 19, 2008
Feeling rather emo yet again. Sian. Dunno what happen to me this year. It suck. Dunno what to do. Maybe i just cant stay at home too much, cause i think too much. Haix, sian.
I will get better when i go back to school, although the workload will kill me instead, anyway, its better than this feeling. Feeling totally helpless. I just like to stare into the blank and keep thinking, dunno think what also. freak. sian. i think i might go bonkers one day.
Someone save me. Maybe it will get better after the A's. I definitely hope so.
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Wow! Finally changed my blog skin. Yeah! After so long. I keep saying one to change but never change.
Hope you guys like it. I looks more plain and less complicated compare to the one before.
Really should be studying, dunno why i spend like more than 3 hours to do all this nonsense. Sian! GO study gabriel! freaks!
Thats all.
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Today had the ODAC election. The efficiency have improved i must say. Yar. Had lots of crap going on in there, especially with the people around me. Later tio rape by them also. -.-. Whole body give you all touch till they very shuang rite? Asswipes. lols. Anyway, just fooling around nia, please think straight people. lols. Yar, and for jh. Dont make me do it. Or you know what will happen.
Im falling sick again! WTF! My throat feels like crap and damn shitty. My nose, BLOCKED again! F***ING HELL. Always like that. The flu is like water de, then flow down to the throat, though i cannot feel the process of it going down my throat, -.-, obviously, but i know its going down. Cause i feel something in my throat. And it causes my throat to infect. Sucky feel. I hate this feeling the most. Watery thing in my throat.
So, anyone that pisses me will DIE!! lols. Im serious!
Dont make me screw you freak. lols.
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
realised this is my 72th post. lols. look at jh blog and you will see that he already 300+. lols. i too lazy to write lar. i think even jiacheng blog more post than me. lols. i start last year mid, he started i think this year? or last year end? ok i think last year end. anyway, i wont be improving on the frequency of blogging. lols.
Today played bball for a short while before leaving. Played with someone. total ownage. -.-. obvious is who rite??
Was waiting for gh to send me thing. then when typing this he suddenly came online. wow! tyty man! lovin' it.
anyway, cant wait for tml. -.-.
Monday, May 12, 2008
This song is damn freaking nice. Please listen. Enjoy.
The lyrics:
请让我靠近你轻轻对你说 别让我每个夜为你受折磨 是多么不容易才默默放手
为了我就当作这次为了我 别让我因为你被回忆折磨 而空气凝结了我们的脸孔 我别无选择
就算我们之间有什么问题 依然想念着你 虽然被放弃 虽然我愿意
就算我们之间有什么难题 黑夜我还想着你 心碎人孤寂 虽然我愿意 (心还想着你)
再让我靠近你轻轻对你说 当我说我要你从此好好过 是真的否则我怎么肯放手
为了我就当作这次为了我 赐给我你现在幸福的笑容 别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔 请你做选择
Today played basketball. Woohoo, damn fun! Love playing bball with 0713, fun group of people. Sorry if i keep on blocking or act like a freak chasing you around, although i noob. I wont next time. I know its disturbing. Just play for fun, we all not pro, well at least im a noob. lols. Sure play tml, fun fun.
Today the full court one damn fun. lols. My team damn fun. I like that combi. Although chwee like never score?? I think so. lols. sorry. But he run like a freak. Damn fast and he tackle people quite zai too. Never score but super good at getting the ball for the team. *claps*. Dont too sad. lols.
The truth is not as it seems.
Thursday, May 08, 2008
yesterday went to watch Iron Man. wow! super nice movie, at least 9/10. The graphics good, the show is way cool. Damn nice. My eyes are glued to the screen for whole 2hours, occasionally some people disturbing me. lols. joking. It was fun. I like going out with you guys. so fun. Talk crap all the way. Full of shit. lols. but i like it that way. Hope to have more of this kind of outing. hm... seems like always jh organise. lols. just some random comments. lols.
Today went gym. Quite fun too, although tiring. Learnt some new exercises from the free coach, jr. lols. yar. taught the guys and me some exercise. quite effective. ty. went to eat long john silver then went back.
Did some work for tml, going to sleep now.
Night, people.
Sunday, May 04, 2008
Today went to queensway. Actually supposed to meet wjc at hougang station at 12noon, but i woke up only at 12.15pm!! lols. sorry. Luckily he smart, he called but i never answer, so he knew i still sleeping! lols. then he never leave house. lols. when i wake up i see already 12.15pm, i was like oh shit! lols. quickly called wjc (already alot of missed calls), luckily he still at home. I thought he also late, but actually is he know i sleeping! lols.
Told him 12.40pm meet at hougang station, but end up i only reached at 1pm. lols! sorry! I couldnt find my wallet. I keep finding up and down the house to realised that it was inside the bag i was carrying. -.-. i got find my bag at first but i didnt saw it. -.-. dumb shit. lols. sorry guys!
Yar, met up with chwee and jh at queensway Macs, and played puzzle bobble. GAMING ADDICTS, they didnt want to leave MACs, especially wjc! Addicted to such a lame game. But at least better then the flight sim, lols.
And i bought a shoe!! YEAH~~~!!! After failed attempts to buy a new shoe (at least three times i came to queensway to find that the shoes i want all no size. and i came everytime is looking for different shoe, but all no size!!! -.-), i finally bought a NEW SHOE! Its green. Yeah, shall post the pic of the shoe some other time, Cant find the phone cable.
Yar, thats all.
Trying to kick off the late habit. Damn it.
Saturday, May 03, 2008
Wa. finally posting. I damn lazy to post, but i must post today! I fucking passed my NAPFA! woohoo! first time pass after 5 years of NIL. -.-. ok i know i loser, secondary keep failing running and SBJ. sian. and this time get a silver! fuck man! woohoo! i must be a freak, 5 years fail, then suddenly silver. wth! lols. okok, dont talk too much later people say i hao lian. lols. anything to hao lian anyway, actually quite lousy, silver. others like diamond and gold! wow, one day must get diamond. looks like a goal impossible to attain.
Anyway, i PASSED my SBJ!! WTH!! sian happy, like a mad dog. I told them, i will run 2.4m like a mad dog. but when i was running, i almost fail, although my mind keep saying, i dont want to fail, cause i finally pass my SBJ, my body didnt help me. My lung feel like its collapsing, my stomach feel so damn weird. Dunno what happen to me. Maybe too long never run, ODAC running seems to decrease tremendously. Like from 2 per week to near...nvm. i pass.
One person i must really thank! CHUEN HWEE thank you man! you're a great friend. Without you i would have surely failed. Cause i keep thinking still got time. lols. Thanks for pushing me!! THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME PASS THE FUCKING THING!! wowowowow!!!
Wa, tell you guys, my heart nearly collapsed when my recorder say my timing is 12.53 (passing is 12.50). I freak out, cause i heard my timing was about 12.47 something like that. I was so worried i keep walking to find the card and chuen hwee to help me prove my timing. and keep finding the card when yong chiang (my recorder, lols, i jope i spell correctly) keep tell me its behind, i keep walking front. lols, my mind was in total choas. I find the teacher and explained to her, but she say must retake. WTH! I really run 12.47 like that. But i bo bian, must re-run. Then yong chiang ask me better look at the card cause maybe he remembered wrongly. I went to look at it, its was..................12.43!!! OMG! HENG lar! wth! i was damn fucking happy! Feel like jumping! lols.! pass! Sorry yong chiang if i look like a crazy idiot or talk in a very agitated tone. lols sorry!!! THANK YOU! and sorry!
I passed. Finally.
People say with determination you can do anything. But i think in addition, you need friends. Thanks albert. and wei han for coming down! thanks guys. you guys didnt just make empty talks. i think real action count alot. thanks guys! 0713 rocks. you guys somemore pei us run. thanks. dunno how to express my gratitude.
For people who have yet to pass, JIAYOU! 0713 support you all the way. I promise you guys i will pei you all for PE. i promise, i think jiacheng will also pei you all. Dont worry. There's a difference between, temporary inability and permanent inability. We know you will get a gold. Jia you! I will train with you too, laps, step ups and stuffs during June. I need to train for army too. Although now no need to mass dance for first three months in army. lols. Dunno who say this de, the mass dance thing. i just use it. lols.
Friends makes an important part of life, choose wisely.
Thursday, May 01, 2008
Just wake up, lols. so tired. Shall talk about yesterday.
Yesterday had ODAC training. But this time was different, its like training with some fun and games combined together.
First of all was tug of war! First team we was against was Stingray. Wth! Our group half guys half girls, but the other group is a all guys group! Wth, with the big breast or big chest or whatever you call it, at their team. We all thought, shit we're all screwed. But we win!! Yeah! Then was blue blue, and we won again! AGAINST ALL ODDS, we win! lols! damn funny. and FUN! Maybe it's because we won. lols.
Next was, using our legs to support the Indian pot, lols. And marlins wanted to get me wet. Wa, you all really loyal to marlin sia. wth. -.-. And the most funny part was that at the at of it, only marlins shoes are dry, cuase we put it on high grounds. lols. THATS MARLIN. lols.
Then it was the ping pong cup thing. damn lame, cause we din get any ping pong, but at last the rule was the group who got the most white ping pong lose! LOLS!!! We was like jumping all about, we we didnt get any ball, from unlucky become super lucky! wth!
Next was like some sort of race, all i want to say is that the yellow page thing SUCKS! screw you! But we did have fun. Shuttle run was full of crap. lols. so does the E.C.P. thing, wth! Peak siah damn funny, she keep spamming ahem, words. lols. i was laughing until almost stomach cramp. lols. Then later got a game samuel need to carry me up the slope. He was like, gabriel go jian fei lar! And i said, i am only 1-2 kilo heavier then you! (if you guys was thinking why not i carry samuel cause he's lighter. well the rule is that we have to carry someone heavier). By my weight didn't even exceed 60kg. lols. quite light liao. But samuel..hai... lols. He qutie strong lar, carry still can run. lols. I didn't expect someone to carry me. lols. cause i everday piggy back my nephew and niece. now people carry me. lols. damn funny. I keep asking him to go faster. lols. but he said, carry you liao still kp so much. lols.
Overall the activities were fun! Much thanks to the J1s. You guys reminded me how much i miss MARLINS. We very long didnt have so much fun liao.
If someone ask me what i miss most about ODAC when i leave, that will be you guys! MARLINS! You guys make training 100 times or even a million times more bearable. MARLIN is always crapping around, but we do training well to! MARLINS SIMPLY ROCKS!
After training went home and was deciding whether want to go jh house not. Decided not to go. But i called chwee ask who going, he said only gh and him. So little people, so i decided to go. So ke lian. lols. no lah. i want to play xbox. lols. little people got more chance to play or else go there never watch soccer and only play 1 time, lols.
Didnt regret my choice, cause really had fun. At first watch chwee and jh play their grudge match. Their grudge match keep continue game after game. Can even remember when was the last time their grugde match started. Maybe during the stone age?? lols. I was on neutral stand, didnt support anyone of them. So i can kp them. lols. Jh keep asking me to diam, lols. Had fun kp-ing. lols.
Later played halo and got own by jh bro yet again. -.-. cant even leave an animal alone. monkey also want to kill. lols.
Then later played with jh, chwee and gh some kind of rocket match. keep blasting people. sorry, rephrase, keep kana blast. lols. -.-. stupid chwee keep killing me. lols. gh and I was in the processs of kills transaction and jh and chwee keep interrupting. wa lao. We do our own bussiness also kana killed. lols. thats what noobs get.
So i keep telling chwee peace, lols. and he agreed. but when chwee walk in front of me, i blasted his ass. so funny! lols. he damn pissed. lols.
Then play top spin, hai. keep losing. They keep saying i damn agitated. lols. I play game always like that de. sorry. gh was on my team the last few round, sorry if i keep bossing. lols. We lost, the game, but it was my bad. lols. But im sure they keep laughing at my kp-ing. lols. lols. they keep saying i siao liao, cuase i keep ssaying crap. lols.
Then the big match started, so stop playing. gh supported Liverpool, and keep saying if they win he would shout like a mad dog. lols. i watched about 40mins then knocked off liao. Morning wake up realised Liverpool lost 3-2 to Chelsea. Guess, gh was quite sad.
Jh mother very nice, keep offering us drinks and food. Quite pai seh. lols. Ate liao but still quite hungry, so went to eat gh recommended lor mee at the old airport road there. Forgot what that place call. lols. ok i noob. lols. Yar, the queue was damn long. gh went to help us queue, then me and chwee play Puzzle Bobble for awhile. lols. then feel quite bad so i went to queue with gh. The lor mee was good, but not as fanstatic as described by gh. lols.
Went home after that. HAD FUN yesterday.
Thank you everyone for making me so happy. lols. Quite long never laugh like that liao. Miserable life. haix. Ok stop here.
Dunno what to do. Will someone light up the path for me to step forward? Hope my life will shine like the stars, bright and beautiful.
