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Saturday, March 28, 2009

I freaking knew she could sing. When i heard "just dance", there is some power behind her voice. Unlike most songs of this genre. I was freaking right!

Watch this to believe it (watch till at least 2.00mins, although 1.45++ was awesome. actually the whole song is damn cute). And oh, btw, im talking about Lady Gaga. She songs makes me feel like dancing. The beats are fucking wicked i tell you. Lady Gaga! Woohoo! She's damn cute. haha!






This is a lame post.

The recommendation to the brownies (talked about it in the last post) at Mrs Field Brownie (actually i didnt even know the shop name. how weird is that. nice but never see shop name. haha. now i know) was by evelyn. -.-. thanks. haha. Hey people you should really try it. It's damn nice. Ok maybe im bias cause i freaking love brownies. Haha.

BTW, anyone game for DESSERT BUFFET please sms me asap. Haha. Wonder whos game enough to take the fats. Haha! Ok im not detering you. Just come it will be awesome i promise.




Thursday, March 26, 2009

Finally, after a long struggle between wanting to post and my pure laziness. I finally manage to defeat the devil itself (me) and decided i need to post. Haha. Shall talk bout what i did recently.

I think the most exciting thing (yar, my life is so boring) happened last Sunday. Supposed to meet at 8pm but evelyn finished her outing earlier? i guess? So changed to 7.15. Problem is i need to go to alvin's house to print my NTU application. So i told alvin to tell her that we meet at 7.30pm. But as usual i was doing things too slowly, that is about 7.15-7.20 when i left house, so i told alvin, forget it. Shall just go his house another day, cause we'll be freaking late. So met at city hall mrt about 7.45. Haha. We're so late. I thought evelyn would like...kill us or something. But she never even complain! Hm...quite surprised. Haha. So wanted to have dinner but just cant decide. So just yi bian walk yi bian decide what to eat. Decided billy bombers but we walked past it, decided to eat something else. But went back there at last, cause we really cant decide what to eat. -.-. Order and eat. And they actually changed my whole dish cause the spring chicken had blood inside, yar, its uncooked. Waited damn bloody long. And both of them have to purposely eat VERY slow to wait for me. Haha. Too bad.

Later, went esplanade, and ate brownies. I tell you. Wa lao, One of the best i have eaten. I love brownies, But hardly eat them cause for one small piece it's usually quite ex. But there was not too ex, but super delicious. Haha. Went to roof top, and talk. I cant remember what we said, but it range from politics (boring, so its just 3mins talk) to music. Haha, actually earlier, i as thinking we might not have things to talk about. But i just flow. Haha. I guess we're damn chatty. Haha. Had fun. And next time would be dessert buffet. I think she's the only girl game enought for the fats have. Thin people can eat what they like without scared of being fat. Although im not thin (due to my past fatty-ness, haha.) but no matter how much i eat now, i wouldnt even gain a kg. Woohoo! great for me! So eating is my kinda thing. And i've got a sweet tooth and maybe a i-want-good-delicious-food kinda mind. Haha!

So later in the week i went to learn driving. After 2 weeks break from driving, I really forgot how to handle the car. I fucking hate the freaking clutch. Wa lao. Sick man. I drive like a noob can. I dread driving lessons now. But after today (i had driving lessons today), i think i got improve abit. So hm...i think im fine with it now, but my instructor is so fierce. I damn scare to make any mistakes!!! Wa lao, damn stress. Hai, tml got another lesson again, Then can rest till 1/4/09 (another lesson). Everytime got driving lessons i will feel damn sian the day before and the day itself before the lesson. I dread driving more than going to school. I dunno why. I think some of you might call me lame. Or noob shit. But i dont have talent for driving. Hai, who dare to sit my car next time. Haha!!

Anyway, i did went to alvin's house this week, went to apply for NTU and print. Didnt really care much about NUS application cause dont have the course i really like. So just apply without printing. But NTU is important. Haha. Anyway, after applying i got him to play bleeding love. Wa lao. Pro lor he. Anyway, he ask me to sing along, cause he say since you like singing so much just sing lar. Luckily his parents not at home or else damn pai seh. So i did sing. And it is fun , a different kind of feeling compare to karaoke type. Haha, cause a real life guitarist will follow your tempo and everything. So, yar, quite fun. Then later we went online to search for more songs and tabs for the guitar. I would say like, hey can you play this, most of the time he would already know the song?? Wa lao, can memorise so many song sia!! Cause maybe i requested the song more popular that type, so probably he already know. Haha. Of course some he doesnt, but he look at the tabs for awhile, hey and i seriously meant awhile then he can side reading and play liao, most of the time dont even have to look at the tabs, cause i think he knows the song and so just follow the tune in his mind.

I say, how i wish i could play the guitar and so i can strum and sing. Wa seh, that would be damn cool. That he say, you dunno say how long ago want to learn but never did. I thought for awhile, and thought, yar. I can really procrastinate! Haha. Anyway, look at the tabs and all scares the shit outta me liao. So difficult and the hand play till the pain is numbed away by the number of practices. Hai, playing the guitar is anot an easy task. Haha. I guess i just dont have the determination.

End of the long post. Haha. Wait for few more weeks for another one. Haha! Kidding lar. Might be doing one for the up coming 0715 chalet on 28/3. I think i would be fun. So long never meet liao. Feel like changing my blog skin (inspired by jh) but too lazy. Shall see first. Ok, bye for now.




Thursday, March 05, 2009

Omg, this video tell you what i bimbo is.

Around 2.22, the pink shirt singer even need the back up of the girl. What a loser. I think the center guy,萧敬腾, own their shit. According to the title of the video the two guys are from 棒棒堂. I dont know how they look (well now i know),but i know its a bimbotic himbotic group. They suck so bad. Ok i know i might get alot of scolding from this comment. But just watch, AND LAUGH!!!







This is the first time i'm seeing a-mei singing in english!

It's un-freaking-real. It's so good. I think she's the only few chinese singer that could pull off this song so effortlessly (one of them includes faye from F.I.R). Haha. Enjoy. For your information this is a freaking difficult song.



Tomorrow is the day, the day im slaughter.




Tuesday, March 03, 2009

wow, i hadn't notice that its been one then a month since i last post. I guess people are already sick of coming back to check out this dead blog. Really nothing much to talk about it my boring little life.

Its good rotting at home you know, like sleep and wake up, sleep and wake up. No need to care about anything or anyone. Its just me. I can do what i feel like doing at that instance and whatever i feel like doing.

But i cant help thinking, what if my life is like that forever (though technically not possible). It would be F-ing boring. Maybe 2-3 months of slacking would be good for a change in my life, but definitely not the rest of my screwed up life. I rather feel screwed up.

I hope my life would get better, after i become more mature, after i grow up. Well, im 18 already, but have i grown out of my self destructing personality. I dont think so, ok well, at the least i dont really know. I keep thinking and thinking. Is life= grow...work...live...die? Is it? I dont really get it. Whats life, why are we living? It is because we live for the sake of living, to just reproduce and die off from the face of this world just like the scientific theory? What is it? To carry out the so called "mission" or are we here because of a higher being? What is it we are living for?

Its not because of this long holiday that i think of such stuff and im not in depression or anything like that. It's just that when i spend time doing nothing i will think of such things. Maybe i should drown myself in work and nothing else. To get over with this life. If there's a heaven, i wish i was there. If there someone who could enlighten me of my stupid, self destructing thoughts (not the suicidal type), i wish that person is here right now.

Everytime i want to do something i would procrastinate, everytime i think of my life it would be something bad. Is there nothing good in my life some would ask. Of course there is, but i tend to forgot them when the bad ones flood me. I cant even think of one right now. It shows how am i feeling right now.

Decided to stop the writing of what some of you like to call the human study. Btw, that term is fucked up. Its so fucking lame. No offence though. Im thinking, who am i to judge you. Who the fuck am i to even write anything about anyone. Do i even know you? Btw, do you even know who i am? No, i can say, no one had ever really known who i am, what kind of person i am. Kind of sad huh. But i can say, it this world, if anyone really really know you. Well then, you're fucking in luck. Im talking about really knowing you. Be true to yourself and think for just a minute. Hm...your answer? Haha. I dont need to know the answer, nor do i wish to hear it.

But one things for sure, i want to thank all my friends.

But dreams just aren't enough
So I'll be waiting for the real thing