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Sunday, February 24, 2008

Till We Ain't Strangers Anymore by Jon Bon Jovi feat LeAnn Rimes

It might be hard to be lovers
But it's harder to be friends
Baby, pull down the covers
It's time you let me in
Maybe light a couple candles
I'll just go ahead and lock the door
If you just talk to me baby
Till we ain't strangers anymore

Lay your head on my pillow
I sit beside you on the bed
Don't you think its time we say
Some things we haven't said
It ain't too late to get back to that place
Back to where, we thought it was before
Why don't you look at me
Till we ain't strangers anymore

Sometimes it's hard to love me
Sometimes it's hard to love you too
I know it's hard believing
That love can pull us through
It would be so easy
To live your life

With one foot out the door
Just hold me baby
Till we ain't strangers anymore

[Solo]

It's hard to find forgiveness
When we just turn out the light
It's hard to say you're sorry
When you can't tell wrong from right
It would be so easy
To spend your whole damn life
Just keeping score
So let's get down to it baby
There ain't no need to lie

Tell me who you think you see
When you look into my eyes
Lets put our two hearts back together
And we'll leave the broken pieces on the floor
Make love with me baby
Till we ain't strangers anymore

We're not strangers anymore
We're not strangers
We're not strangers anymore





This week was mad. So many test and i dont think i can even pass one. I even screw up the fucking chem SPA. Hope the phy SPA would be better, but well it most probably wont. This weekend was not bad, as in i dont feel so stress. lols. didnt go out. sian. dunno why people dont plan movies or what anymore. so sian. i need to go out...i doubt they would want to go. People have too much commitments. Studying (lols, obvious people-.-), family and their bgr. haha. So want to go out oso difficult. hai. nvm, i got my loyal, screwed up and super lag computer. -.-. P.S. im not a geek. lols.

Tonight's dinner was fantastic, cold soba, Parmesan cheese mushroom, dumplings and chocolate fondue with marshmallow and strawberry. Haha! mix of japanese, western and chinese food. Thanks daniel kor and jie! Super ex food but most importantly super NICE!! YUMMY~~~! Every week cook so nice food for us!! Thanks x999!! Dont see other young people cook so nice food you know! Super nice lar! haha! The happiest time of today is eating lor!

Got to do solubility product now! i hate it! i did alkenes liao. haha i skip SP. i hate calculation. Because i have to use my brain. i hate maths! lols.

Anyway, hope quickly go to uni. JC, haha, friends or not, hard to say, hard to see.

Everytime i try, i lose the battle to myself. Maybe its time...




Thursday, February 14, 2008

THANKS LILING for the flower!!

Thanks for brightening up my day! Thank you so much!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to you my friend!!





today was a very lame day.

sometimes playing jokes may not be that fun if the jokes finally falls on you. i've learn it.

i know you are trying to help me. i know you are feeling angry. but you are really OVER-reacting. i want to thank you for putting yourself in my shoes. what im a feeling and all. but really, i dont wan to blow it big. come to think of it its not his fault at all. its the person who assigned the rules right? yar. so dont react like this, i feel bad about it.

though it's not his fault, the way he reacted and say things, i dont like it, any bit of it. it sucks. really it's not your fault, for being like this, i understand. but, i still hate it. im not being sarcastic or what but the truth is, its my fault but the way you put thing, i really dont like.

haix, friends or strangers, it's difficult to differentiate both of them (not mathematically). i dont really know who are friends and who is not. i get so sick of it in jc. i hate it. maybe i should not take people as friends so easily anymore. seriously, im not talking only about one person.

the truth doesnt matter anyway. im sure that Behind Every Dark Cloud is a Silver Lining. are you the one?




Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Wa. After so long, finally got time to blog le. Shall talk about this year's CNY.

This year din eat steamboat at home, first time. Haha. Cause kor super dao mei, got duty at camp. So...cannot eat together. In the end, whole family never eat steamboat at home. Like this no CNY spirit liao. Haha. But never mind, went relative house to eat steamboat lar.

This year CNY not that fun. Dont why lar, i think too sian about school liao. Im starting to dread going to school. I hate going to school. Hope can go back to J1. J2 sucks. I come school now is just because i wanna be with my friends, thats all. Studying...? I cant even understand a shit now, how to study? Feeling like a piece of shit now. Wasting my life in school. And there are other even more sian things going on. My life is in a mess right now. Totally destroy by me. By my laziness, by everything i do, by eveything i am. Totally lost direction in life already. What am i doing here? Sometimes i really wonder.

Haha. Suppose to talk about CNY now talk about school. Shit man, if i dont do something to get back on track im going to have depression very soon.

Shall go do something now. Bye.

Sometimes i wanna tell you but im not sure what you are thinking.




Sunday, February 03, 2008

went to queensway yesterday. went to find my shoes, only jh and jc noe wad shoe lar. lols. guess wad... NO SIZE!! -.- yet again. the week before last week, i went to find a nike shoe. oso no size. -.-. WTH!! please rain some shoes. lols. i guess new year got no new shoe liao. sad...

Today went to amk, to eat, shun bian find my shoe, saw a nike shoe, i thought got nike discount store wide. So happy, ask the salesperson whether the price on the tag is before or after discount. guess wad he said??? "this shoe no discount", "so where's the discount shoes?", "over there". AND SO I WENT TO SEE. wow. nice display of shoes. -.-. Im determine to go queensway again to find yet again shoe. -.-. hope got results. wish me luck, its really bad this end of the lunar year. Will be worse in the year to come, according to the zodiac predictions. lols. guess you all will be as bad as me? we're all horse. haha. heng man. i dont suffer alone! haha.

Bye. gotta study chem and finish phy prac. ws liao.

Looking forward to stay over at friend's house. lols.




Saturday, February 02, 2008

often people miscommunicate and misunderstands. maybe thats why we have so many wars around the world. but when its a private thing, where it invloves two people, the misunderstanding must be cleared and the solution never was and never will be a war.

people change over the course of their life. when they feel they want a change. when they dont feel like being pushed around anymore. when they feel they had been tolerant enough. when they feel like being someone. when they feel they need to find their true self.

i feel it. i understand. i will try to adapt. im not a fucker.




Friday, February 01, 2008

Often, there are two types of anger. Explosive and implosive. Explosive being scary, the latter is far worst. If one cannot handle their anger properly or by accepting too much of nonsense, and one day explodes big, i advise you to have anger management classes. I dont want to be shot dead. Express your unhappiness, do you think people can read the mind? How would we know where's the limit when you often blur it off. Don't let people misunderstand your tolerance level. It's not a extreme thing to have a tolerance level, show it, present it. Before you shoot us all dead.

From now on, i will be serious. I will only joke to people who i think i can joke with, people whom i believe can tolerate all my crap. lols. junhong, hazel, sohee, jiacheng & chuen (they come in a pair.lols.), guo hao... lols. i know you people know im crapping. but remind me when its over the limit. I will withdraw. Im not a fucker, i dont say fuck things.