Haha! Today super happy! Guess what?? I pass my physics and chemistry!
Chemistry i got a D, that was still quite within expected range. yar, so not surprising. I really do my chem tutorial because i think we have a great chem teacher. i will try my best the listen to her tutorial. Really helps! I like chem, thats another reason. So im suppose to pass it, or else i will get very sad! haha!
Physics!! Haha! caught me by surprise! Omg! I pass physics!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And its a D!!! So freaking happy(try avoiding the 'f' word)! lols! I think the J1 work i put in really helps. Or maybe its just pure luck? lols.
Ok, ok. I know i seem like... that type of people. Say i never study and still pass. whatever. lols. i really study one notes per day for my holidays. as in really one set, regardless of the subject. its not like one notes for each subject per day. its really one! lols.
But i must admit, on the day before each test i really study hard. I try going through each chapter and memorise the stuff i deemed important. As like in chem i memorise organic chem reactions and for physics the important formula and definition for all types for potential (eg. gravitational potential). Cause i know sure come out de!
Afterall, wjc say its still ok to get a D if you study like so freaking(avoiding again. lols.) little. Yar. I guess he's right, cause alot of J1 topics. Its really not about studying hard. But rather studying SMART! Its seriously an important factor to get a pass for slackers like me! lols.
But again there is absolutely nothing wrong with studying hard. People dont ostracise you for mugging like a piece of shit! Seriously mug till no day no night! lols. Look at hong hao, lols, dont get too angry now, im praising you. Yar, look at him, does he get ostracise??? Does he even look alone??? NO!!! He's still lively and interact with people. And people talk to him! Thats it!
People ostracise you for your attitude, yar for your EQ and NOT your IQ! Im not suggesting anything about hong hao here! yar, but its your atitude that counts, and way you interact with people, the way you talk to them. And not how mugger you are or anything related to that.
So people, if you feel left out, dont stop your mugging, it wont help. Dont show that you are not studying at all, and i mean AT ALL, yar you're right thats an absolute statement. Because thats even worse then stop mugging.
Haha, in the first place who would make such an absolute statement?? Must be a freak. lols
Thats all.
My life is all about mugging now. i will try to make it like that!
No point srying over spilled milk, rather, try to change this feeling to motivation and draw energy from it to start mugging like a piece of shit. No slacking allowed in the class! We will go onto the stage together!
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Sunday, March 30, 2008
Tomorrow is back to school again! omg! it sucks like hell! Sian, too long of a break liao. Hm...must get prepared liao! No more time for slacking! Its all about mugging now! Call me a mugger! I love it! Yeah! lols. See if i can put my words into actions! lols. Wow! Thats is harder than asking me to stop talking cock. lols
Never mind i will try my best! The slackers' club, we will officially change the club's name to mugging society! lols! Be sure to recruit ex-slacker! No presently-hardcore-muggers allowed! lols. Joking. But really have to start studying or i will just dive into another period of depression! No more emo-ing about stuffs i cant change. Nobody can change who i am. I am me. I will try to bring out the best of me and not look down upon myself anymore! I dunno to be called an emo. lols.
The block theme suggest crappy, fun and etc. No more lame posts!
Down to the point HARDCORE MUGGING TIME!
Anyway i really like 'So Small' by Carrie Underwood. It is really nice. Super nice. I like all types of genre. No specific type. Im very shuai bian. Just as long as i feel its nice i listen. No preference. Except, i dun really like rap. Thats the only genre i dont really like.
Dont know say all this for what. Hai, anyway i got to jia you liao! To get ABBB. Or else i will go shitty course. I want a great like not a shitty one! Yar thats all!
you get the life your given. make the best out of it. dont attempt to change your life.
Never mind i will try my best! The slackers' club, we will officially change the club's name to mugging society! lols! Be sure to recruit ex-slacker! No presently-hardcore-muggers allowed! lols. Joking. But really have to start studying or i will just dive into another period of depression! No more emo-ing about stuffs i cant change. Nobody can change who i am. I am me. I will try to bring out the best of me and not look down upon myself anymore! I dunno to be called an emo. lols.
The block theme suggest crappy, fun and etc. No more lame posts!
Down to the point HARDCORE MUGGING TIME!
Anyway i really like 'So Small' by Carrie Underwood. It is really nice. Super nice. I like all types of genre. No specific type. Im very shuai bian. Just as long as i feel its nice i listen. No preference. Except, i dun really like rap. Thats the only genre i dont really like.
Dont know say all this for what. Hai, anyway i got to jia you liao! To get ABBB. Or else i will go shitty course. I want a great like not a shitty one! Yar thats all!
you get the life your given. make the best out of it. dont attempt to change your life.
Saturday, March 29, 2008
I really like Carrie Underwood songs, they are very meaningful.
some parts of the songs:
So small (from the new album)
While you're sitting around thinking about what you can't change
And worrying about all the wrong things
Time's flying by, moving so fast
You better make it count cause you can't get it back
Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing
Is just a grain of sand
And what you've been out there searching for forever
Is in your hands
Wasted
Cause' I don't wanna' spend my life jaded
Waiting to wake up one day and find
That I've let all these years go by
Wasted
Oh I don't wanna' keep on wishing, missing
The still of the morning, the color of the night
I ain't spending no more time
Wasted
Lessons Learned
But it don't make no difference,
The past can't be rewritten,
You get the life you're given,
Oh, some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were,
Lessons learned
This are all only parts of the song, i think the way she sings is really good. At least it touches my heart every time i hear it. Her vocals are needless to say, obviously powerful. American idol campaion...-.-
Im getting to like her more and more everytime i hear her song.
Oh.. and btw i got my password back from the cbox. lols. it was the username wrong not password. lols. and junhong, i saw the no. of views thing, its pathetic! Seriously, PATHETIC! lols!
some parts of the songs:
So small (from the new album)
While you're sitting around thinking about what you can't change
And worrying about all the wrong things
Time's flying by, moving so fast
You better make it count cause you can't get it back
Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing
Is just a grain of sand
And what you've been out there searching for forever
Is in your hands
Wasted
Cause' I don't wanna' spend my life jaded
Waiting to wake up one day and find
That I've let all these years go by
Wasted
Oh I don't wanna' keep on wishing, missing
The still of the morning, the color of the night
I ain't spending no more time
Wasted
Lessons Learned
But it don't make no difference,
The past can't be rewritten,
You get the life you're given,
Oh, some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were,
Lessons learned
This are all only parts of the song, i think the way she sings is really good. At least it touches my heart every time i hear it. Her vocals are needless to say, obviously powerful. American idol campaion...-.-
Im getting to like her more and more everytime i hear her song.
Oh.. and btw i got my password back from the cbox. lols. it was the username wrong not password. lols. and junhong, i saw the no. of views thing, its pathetic! Seriously, PATHETIC! lols!
Friday, March 28, 2008
After some torturous weeks of having no computer, my computer is finally back up again! Yeah! At least some thing i can be happy about.
The guys went to play bowling i think, but i cant go out. Too sick to go out, runny nose, blocked nose and even bleeding nose! Wtf! Slight cough, slight fever last night and lots of phlegm in my throat, god damn it! Its 2 days holiday finally and i must be sick! Full of shit!
Luckily i didnt fail chemistry (my only passable subject)! Or else need retest. Heng bo. I studied abit lar of course! ITS NOT LIKE I DIDNT STUDY AND GET SUCH EXCELLENT RESULTS! -___-'''... Whatever man. Getting irritated. OMG, youre so damn smart?? Wow, you're on cloud nine now. Haha. Go on with your shit. i dont give a damn. Seriously.
Haha, getting kinda...hai nvm. Hey another thing made me happy today. I went through the Kaleidoscope pictures and found something so...haha...
Thanks yaying for such a great shot! lols. Kaleidoscope was so much of fun. Really enjoyed myself. The J1 are so lively and crappy. lols. So fun to be with. Thanks for the memories.
Not looking forward to school reopen. It sucks totally. Gonna start the battle soon.
The guys went to play bowling i think, but i cant go out. Too sick to go out, runny nose, blocked nose and even bleeding nose! Wtf! Slight cough, slight fever last night and lots of phlegm in my throat, god damn it! Its 2 days holiday finally and i must be sick! Full of shit!
Luckily i didnt fail chemistry (my only passable subject)! Or else need retest. Heng bo. I studied abit lar of course! ITS NOT LIKE I DIDNT STUDY AND GET SUCH EXCELLENT RESULTS! -___-'''... Whatever man. Getting irritated. OMG, youre so damn smart?? Wow, you're on cloud nine now. Haha. Go on with your shit. i dont give a damn. Seriously.
Haha, getting kinda...hai nvm. Hey another thing made me happy today. I went through the Kaleidoscope pictures and found something so...haha...
Thanks yaying for such a great shot! lols. Kaleidoscope was so much of fun. Really enjoyed myself. The J1 are so lively and crappy. lols. So fun to be with. Thanks for the memories.
Not looking forward to school reopen. It sucks totally. Gonna start the battle soon.
Monday, March 24, 2008
Have been rather emo.
Stop all this crap!
Buck up! This is life!
Live happy or in sorrow. Its my choice.
Stop all this crap!
Buck up! This is life!
Live happy or in sorrow. Its my choice.
Saturday, March 15, 2008
My com is still unusable. With this kind of shit I dunno how much more I can take. I know its the Saturday and I really should be studying and all that kind of shit. Well the truth is that for this pass one week I have not been studying completely at all. One chapter of notes of any one subject per day is all I did. One note not four notes. Pretty fucked up huh? Whatever. Rather I have been thinking of my pathetic life here on this really fucked up planet and what my future holds for me. I have never think so much about this kinda shit for my entire miserable fucked up life. The things that welled up my eyes this whole week were more then I have ever remembered happening in the past few years. I need someone to talk to. But to whom shall I talk to? I have nobody to talk to. I don't have any friends close to me. How miserable. 17 years of my pathetic life and no close friends? I'm not even close to my family and relatives and all the shit. Whose gonna listen to me. Nobody. Didn't want to write all this crap actually. But I couldnt control. I have thought of talking to somone not very close but at least I think she would listen and I think I'm able to trust. I will find the chance to tell you when I'm ready. I believe you would listen. Don't freak out when I come find you to talk. I don't want to put on a mask everyday. I don't want to act happy when I'm not. I am me.
I will be strong. I won't crashed and smashed like this.
I will find my light in the darkness to lead me back on the path. Soon it will be sunrise again.
I will be strong. I won't crashed and smashed like this.
I will find my light in the darkness to lead me back on the path. Soon it will be sunrise again.
Friday, March 07, 2008
got a D. a fucking D. i never want to see that again in my A level results.
Thats the "highlight" of the day. i didnt expect myself to get such a shitty result. totally fucked up now. feel like jumping off or something like that. i expected a B at least. not even a C. maybe too much false hope is not a good thing. i think i was given too much false hope. the higher i aim, the harder i fall. no one to talk too really, except for my mum. thanks for listening, i felt much better after talking to you. no one to talk to really, not anyone. not friends, not relatives, not anyone else. just my mum. haix. anyway, still feel quite shitty now.
There's once where someone asked me, if i got the feeling that my life is not going the way i planned? The answer is obvious nothing's going right. And the true explanation to the answer is that because i am not doing what i planned. i deserve it. i suck. life sucks.
Totally wear out and drained by this year more than any period in my life. it feels like im supporting 1 ton or something. not heavy for me to carry on. i think i gotta be strong and carry on.
No one's going to lead my life for me. I need to lead it myself.
Just talked to an old friend, we are the same, in the way that our lives is in total chaos. Feel like going back to sec school, nothing to worry, no need for mugging. eating and chatting is all we did. we did study, but that was minimal. Sian!!
Buck up! Its going to be over soon!
Thats the "highlight" of the day. i didnt expect myself to get such a shitty result. totally fucked up now. feel like jumping off or something like that. i expected a B at least. not even a C. maybe too much false hope is not a good thing. i think i was given too much false hope. the higher i aim, the harder i fall. no one to talk too really, except for my mum. thanks for listening, i felt much better after talking to you. no one to talk to really, not anyone. not friends, not relatives, not anyone else. just my mum. haix. anyway, still feel quite shitty now.
There's once where someone asked me, if i got the feeling that my life is not going the way i planned? The answer is obvious nothing's going right. And the true explanation to the answer is that because i am not doing what i planned. i deserve it. i suck. life sucks.
Totally wear out and drained by this year more than any period in my life. it feels like im supporting 1 ton or something. not heavy for me to carry on. i think i gotta be strong and carry on.
No one's going to lead my life for me. I need to lead it myself.
Just talked to an old friend, we are the same, in the way that our lives is in total chaos. Feel like going back to sec school, nothing to worry, no need for mugging. eating and chatting is all we did. we did study, but that was minimal. Sian!!
Buck up! Its going to be over soon!