i cannot believe im doing this! But i must post this.
Diablo 3 is coming out on 2009. hope before i go army. wa lao damn cool. i must buy! must buy!!!!! siao liao! diablo 2 was way cool. and this time im sure diablo 3 is gonna be better.
After watching all the trailers and gameplay on youtube. wa lao. i think im gonna have a heart attack! lols. damn zai the graphics. wonder if my com can take it. the skills and class also... wa sia! I think got more class coming up, since only got 3 class now. The witch doctor and wizard is my pick, sure choose them if i play. wa!! talking about it makes me happy. lols. but so long than come out leh. wa sia. hai, if can come out on 19th November then good liao.
Enjoy.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Recently read something. The world seem so sad, so sorrowful, so pain. I wonder if it would happen to me? I got to believe that there is always a reason for something to happen, it doesnt just happen to happen, it happen because it will make you stronger. I dont know if there's a god. I dont know if there isnt a god. I just dont know. I seem so ignorance about everything, the meaning to life, the reason for living, and the point of my existence. How i wish i could just disappear, into thin air. It is so difficult to be somebody that people wants you to be. I difficult to just blindly follow in the direction everyone else is going. I dont want to be the same, i dont want to be the normal typical crap piece of shit. But i dont want to be rejected, i dont want to fail. Why is life so difficult for me. If there is a god, why did he create me to be like this, why did he create me? Why? Why did he be something i dont want to be, why did he make who i am, but yet make me not accept myself like the way he created me to be. It is sad to know that you dont know where you will go, what your future holds. But of course, no one really know what their future holds. But at least they know what they want for their future. I wish i could have someone to talk to, but there just aint nobody. I wish you were that somebody, but i know you just aint. I dont know why am i typing this but i just want to type it. Maybe you will see me as an emo crap, but i will recover like i always do. I will recover, i will not be eliminated from this world. I will survive. I will do what it take to break free from all this nonsense. I will escape from here. When i grow up i will move away. i swear. i just cant take it.
Friday, October 17, 2008
Stress building up from all my laziness, how i wish i could be motivated to just 50% of those people. I bet i can do well too. But, i just cant. My genes are not too good. lols. Should i just disappear from the face of this world? I think i should.
I really like the lyrics of this song. The melody is also not bad.
The Script - The Man Who Can't Be Moved
Going back to the corner, where I first saw you Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move Got some words on cardboard Got your picture in my hand Saying "if you see this girl can you tell her where I am" Some try to hand me money They don't understand, I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man I know it makes no sense What else can I do? How can I move on when I'm still in love with you?
Cause' if one day you wake up and find that your missing me and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be, Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet Then you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street, So I'm not moving I'm not moving
Policeman says "Son you cant sit here" I say there's someone I'm waiting for if its a day, a month, a year, Gotta stand my ground, even if it rains or snows, If she changes her mind, this is the first place she will go
Cause' if one day you wake up and find that your missing me and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be, Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet Then you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street, So I'm not moving I'm not moving I'm not moving I'm not moving
People talk about the guy, thats waiting in on a girl Woooaah -oooh There are no holes in his shoes, But a big hole in his world Oooooh Maybe I'll get famous as the man who can't be moved, and maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news, and you'd come running to the corner, Cause' you know its just to move you I'm the man who cant be moved I'm the man who cant be moved
Cause' if one day you wake up, and find that your missing me, and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be, Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet and you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street so I'm not moving I'm not moving I'm not moving I'm not moving (Cause' if one day you wake up, and find that your missing me, and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be, Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet and you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street)
Going back to the corner where I first saw you, Gonna camp in my sleeping bag; I'm not gonna move
Friday, October 10, 2008
Today is graduation day! it's kinda sad to know that we might be going our separate way soon. Though my JC life is not perfect, there were many memories that are worth holding in my heart forever. The times i spent with you guys, is a gift of god. Although i still dont know who god is and where he is. We might be saying goodbyes soon, but you guys will stay in my heart forever.
Today we won the Golden Lion Award, many thanks to hh, yc and km for their hard work. It was really good.
Took lots of photo, and hope i can get it without PAYING <---LOOK!
One thing i wanted to say sorry to jh. lols. i was asking for the people who usually take 101,82,70 to come take photo together, then later became NEL people, he came in then they like scold him extra. lols. all my fault. -.-. Then wm tio rape by all the guys, with jr help obviously can. Wm wanted to revenge by 'passing the love' to jr, then ask me, to do. wa lao! think i siao one meh? later him come 'pass' it back to me, then i will one whole piece drop out lor.
Anyway, very tired and moody because of my dreadful cough, flu and fever. Hai, hope to recover soon or ever my A's sure die.
Thursday, October 09, 2008
This is for people who dont know what's a whistle voice. Hope its high enough for you? lols. Its crazily high. Hope you tio stun gh. lols.
Must watch till at least 0:40 then you will know, so dont just stop it at first, cause the starting part not as high. I meant comparatively to mariah carey of course.
mariah carey whistle register
Feeling kinda sick now, hope i get better or else my A level sure screw up one. Sian. Listening to songs and singing to the tune makes me happy. If only life could be as joyful as singing, it would be perfect.
Going to finish my unfinished chem test.
Sometimes i wish my heart would just stop beating. There's just too much things i cant handle, too much things i'm uncertain about, too much.
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
Sorry yanchao, yours look too messy, so i took it from duck's blog.
Seems like the BOLD grey fonts is similar to the normal fonts so, i shall replace bold by yellow.
Pick your birth month. → Change the font to red for anything that doesn't apply to you. → Bold the five that best apply to you. → Copy to your blog, livejournal, xanga, wordpress. → Tag 5 people from your friends list.
JANUARY:Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.
FEBRUARY:Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
MARCH:Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
APRIL:Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
MAY:Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
JUNE:Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
JULY:Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.Dislikes nonsensical andunnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations.Hardworking.No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt and takes long to recover.
AUGUST:Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.
SEPTEMBER:Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
OCTOBER:Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
DECEMBER:Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.
Please do not ask me why there isn't November on the list. And i tag, michelle, weesiong, john, guohao and ykm's yy!
