Recently read something. The world seem so sad, so sorrowful, so pain. I wonder if it would happen to me? I got to believe that there is always a reason for something to happen, it doesnt just happen to happen, it happen because it will make you stronger. I dont know if there's a god. I dont know if there isnt a god. I just dont know. I seem so ignorance about everything, the meaning to life, the reason for living, and the point of my existence. How i wish i could just disappear, into thin air. It is so difficult to be somebody that people wants you to be. I difficult to just blindly follow in the direction everyone else is going. I dont want to be the same, i dont want to be the normal typical crap piece of shit. But i dont want to be rejected, i dont want to fail. Why is life so difficult for me. If there is a god, why did he create me to be like this, why did he create me? Why? Why did he be something i dont want to be, why did he make who i am, but yet make me not accept myself like the way he created me to be. It is sad to know that you dont know where you will go, what your future holds. But of course, no one really know what their future holds. But at least they know what they want for their future. I wish i could have someone to talk to, but there just aint nobody. I wish you were that somebody, but i know you just aint. I dont know why am i typing this but i just want to type it. Maybe you will see me as an emo crap, but i will recover like i always do. I will recover, i will not be eliminated from this world. I will survive. I will do what it take to break free from all this nonsense. I will escape from here. When i grow up i will move away. i swear. i just cant take it.
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